Good morning. And I mean early morning. =) It’s amazing how much you can love your kids when they don’t do anything for you. Mine don’t mow the lawn yet or put food on the table or even keep the house clean, bit I sure love em lots. I’m laying on the couch right now with Wesley and he’s sleeping in my arms. I guess I could be frustrated that I’m not sleeping but I lay here content knowing that there will be a day when I don’t get to do this anymore.
Been thinking about dad a lot lately. Not really sure what to think. Heard today that the doctor told him there’s not much they can do. I will say that in awful glad we moved here. I don’t think I would’ve had this opportunity if we would have stayed in Junction. I know I want to be available for mom if she needs anything but wondering if she’s even going to ask.
I leave for Junction on Monday. Excited to travel again. I get to see the new office and also Danny Kuta. I’m really glad that we’ve decided to work together again. We made a great team at Grace and I’m excited to see what the Lord brings about now.
It’s funny because I haven’t thought about money in a long time. Not that I was okay to be poor for the rest of my life bit I certainly realize that God is my portion and not my Visa. =) Now that the prospect of making money is presenting itself I constantly have to keep my mind in check. “Lord help me rely on you.” I find myself more at peace knowing that God is providing for our family. It’s been a journey to get here and now that we are here and excited to be living totally dependent on God, I want everyone to have that. But I get impatient when they don’t. =) Hindsight is 20/20 right? Haven’t bought a lottery ticket in a while and I probably should, just to keep my values in check.
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